This site is doing YOU more harm than it is good, surely it's got to be better to delete all this self pitying waffle and get on with your life? - I'd also be very careful about the fact that you might be displaying slanderous material here, even if it is all true, which i'm sure it is, it's malicious and i'm not sure that's legal.
Anyway, move on dude! Forget her and thank your God that you're out of the relationship! Good luck.